Merry almost X-Mas

Yo there ! is been ages ppl~ so yah, i never even started my other da. tbh i never even tried to doodle again...i will tell ya all a lil dirty secret, i almost killed myself TEHE C: 

a few months ago.. and yeah-- well thats how it is. I was pretty down about almost everything.. it was a single moment when i was totally out of myself and i dont regret the attempt at all tho, but something changed soon after that and gave me a reason to try hard a lil more. 

Nothing too out of this world tho, im a simple person, i live in a simple way, i wanted a new job and i got it, and it keeps me busy enough to not think on giving up just yet but not just as much as giving me back the strength i once lost..  why am i spilling this shit out right now in Xmas eve u may ask~...idk even know dude. but HEY ...thats still pretty much a typical ME xD

So well... ik i say ill try to draw again soon, and i really try..or tried.

 Now i just hope i ever do it again soon, and if i can fill the gauge here and there an pop out with some of my shits again, i will.

THANKS TO STICKING UP WITH ME SO FAR. AND THOSE WHO HASN'T BEEN SINCE LONG YET SAW MANY FREE LINES TO COLOR PRACTICE AND SAID, *I WILL MAKE USE OF THIS THANKYOUVERYMUCH*, I SALUTE U AS WELL RANDOM DA NAVIGATOR

MERRY X-MAS COMING ALLIGATORS!!!